February 1, 2012

Old Options, New Choices

The last two nights I've had the opportunity to hang out with some of the same people that I've spent a lot a good amount of time with in the past but I never really had 'that' much fun with. Most often I would just stay with them because, well to be honest, I was hoping to hook up with one of the girls. Since this same type of thing had happened in the past and we had hooked up it didn't seem like that bad of a gamble. But I seemed to usually get burned. Sometimes pretty badly.
Tonight the same thing came up. They were drinking. She asked me to sit down and stay with them. I found myself wanting to. But tonight something different happened. I said, 'I've got to go but I might come back soon.' Walking back to my room I was thinking that I would just go up to my room, get a beer or two and come back down and drink with them. Then I realized that I had been  invited to go over to the other building and hang out with some new girls. They work with some of the people that I know, but I don't know them well yet, but they do seem to be pretty fun. Fuck doing the same thing that has led to the same results again. I went to the new girls.
Spent 3 hours hanging out and flirting with these other girls. No expectations. Just laughing and playing some games. Never settle. Stay away from the same old shit.
Open your eyes. There are new choices all around you.
The foreign ones are usually more interesting.
The olive skinned, black haired and big eyed ones always are.